Elaine Bowler

Hey mumx

Hi mum
Still missing you like crazy, cant stop thinking about you and it hurts like hell that i cant just have a big hug off you. Its the annual bonfire down at the yard tonight, and you should be there with us, chasing your boys around and giving them big kisses. This time last year you had just started to get poorly and had to keep lying down feels so strange that you arent going to be there with us, in fact im dreading it, but im sure the kids and phil will keep me partially sane hehe. Im going down early like i did last year so Owen can make a guy fawkes with grandad, last year was soooo funny when they was both covered in straw. Probably be the same again i just wont have you to stand and giggle with. Everyone else misses you too we are all finding it sooo hard not having you around.Gonna go now mummy but i will start coming on more often to have chats with you just find it so hard sometimes. Love you and miss you always my mummy and my best friend lots of love Marie xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love you lots Nanna love Owen james and Evan Jay xxxxx

Marie Bowler (Daughter) 2 weeks ago

hi mum
evan got his first tooth on friday and god do i know about it, he is tring to bite my foot as i write to you. Think ill be coming up to the crem on wednesday to bring you and my dad some flowers as you will already know its his birthday, but ill sneak you some in too. Hope your doing ok up there we miss you sooooooo much and there isnt a day goes by i dont think about you. Oh and before you go hope your proud of my achievements with smoking im trying really hard and it seems to be working, touch wood. right going to go Evan is calling hahaha will be back in a while, love you and miss you always,
marie xxxxxxxx

Marie Bowler (Daughter) February 16, 2009

Hi mum

Hi mum sorry i havent been on for a while, kids have been full of cold and other things have popped up which you probably know about. Im doing the race for life on the 14th of March it should be fun but im doing it just for you, remember how i asked if you wanted to do it and you laughed and said you probably wouoldnt make it haha. Owen got his letter for school the other day, he cant wait to go to "Big school," you would be sooooo pround of him mum. And Evan has finally started to roll himself round the room bless him he is so chunk, and he proper laughs at us now. Ill make sure they dont forget you i tell them so say night night to nanna almost every night. God im missing you soooo much, finding it hard at the min, could do with your advice and big cuddles.
Im gonna have to go now mum gotta get Owen ready for playschool. Speak to you soon.
Lots of love Marie xxxxxxxxxxxxx love you always xxxxxxxxx

Marie Bowler (Daughter) January 30, 2009

Hi mum

Hi mum came to see you yesterday and left you lots and lots of photos to keep you company i know how much you loved photos. Phil also left some poker cards for you he will never give up trying to teach you to play. I also cut Jeff's hair so he looks presentable for monday he looked like a sheep you would have gone mad with him bless haha haha. I thought missing you was going to get easier but at the minute it just seems to be getting harder, ill be ok though your boys will look after me and ill just keeping thinking of you smiling down on me. Anyway i best go because Evan wants his bottle, you know how greedy he is.
Love you mum always and forever
Marie xxxxxxxx

Marie Bowler (Daughter) January 11, 2009

miss me but let me go

When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room,
Why cry for a soul set free.

Miss me a little, but not too long,
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love that we once shared,
Miss me, but let me go.


For this journey that we all must take,
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the Master's plan,
a step on the road to home.

When we are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds,
Miss me, but let me go.
FLY HIGH ANGEL FLY

Irene January 8, 2009

My beautiful mum

God looked around his garden
and found an empty space
then he looked down upon this earth
and saw your tired face
he put his arms around you
and lifted you to rest
gods garden must be beautiful
he only takes the best

Its been over a week now mum and it still hurts so bad, im dreading monday when we have to say goodbye for the longest time ever, i hope you know how much we love you and how much you will always mean to us you were one very very special person. I said i wasent going to come and see you again after yesterday but thnk i might have to just need to see your face again.

love and miss you always
Marie, phil and your beautiful boys xxxxx

Marie Bowler (Daughter) January 7, 2009